Life

Life has thrown so many curve balls in the past few years. 

In the last few weeks I started thinking about the blog I once had. I thought about my readers, and the friends I made. I thought about all the blogs I used to read and wondered what ever happened to this person and that person. Then, I thought maybe I should blog again. 

Today I looked up my account and quite honestly Id forgotten about this blog.... Coffee and Connoli!!  

Crazy that its been one year almost to the day since I posted and blogging just came to mind once again, so here I am! 

Change is something Ive always hated, Then, I started to crave it. Now Ive had so much of it I want it to stop! Life, killing me slowly one day at a time (pun intended) None of us are getting out of this life (as we know it) alive, so.... lets start living. 

 

Finding Something Beautiful in Every Day

Im back! 

As life continues to throw me curve balls I am learning to go with it, to make changes, to enjoy something in every day. 

Ive decided to change up this blog a bit.  Blog, not so much about my life but about experiences. 

My baby girl is beginning her final year of High School this week. 
Where did time go?

You cannot go back, so why not find something beautiful in every day and share it with those around you. 

Here, begins my new outlook on life.

 

Theres a lot More to be Done

I have lost 79.5 lbs  Physically I feel great! I love that Im in a size 12. I like the way I look (in clothes) I dont like the loose skin on my thighs and belly.

 Yes, I am 45 years old and take lots of selfies but for two reasons: I am proud of how far I have come and I like to compare photos to see the changes.

 One thing Im learning is....  the weight loss and the outward changes do not change the inside. I still have low self esteem, I am emotional and deal with a lot of things that have nothing to do with weight.

I thought at my age I would have it all together and look and feel better about me. I thought I would always make the right decisions and would always be happy. I thought I was over a lot of things from the past and Im not. Weight loss and outward changes do not fix the inside. 

I have a lot of work to do....... still.............